how do i feel?
insulted / you haven’t noticed / that my eyes / don’t leak so / often now / only look so closely / at the fishbowl / and my nails on the table / tapping / counting bubbles until / i can look up again / and i don’t know / what i expected / pretending not to / fear / the morning / but i’m through with / holding hands / and looking each other / in the eyes / i had it / coming really //
what do i think?
don’t worry about / calling in / sick / you were just a // maybe // and your replacement will arrive / in good time / and we will / let’s say / do the dancing / and drinking / and fucking and / my best guess / is that you aren’t even / aware / a string of words / can wear me down to / the bone / or that you / have destroyed me / once or twice //